The time of lackful thinking is over.
I discovered that I create my own reality, and proved it.
The evidence? Is in how I feel. I became deliberate. Instead of feeling defeated as usual, last year I promised myself this birthday would be even better. I decided, I was tired of going along with the idea of getting ‘older’ (I’m about to be 31 for goodness sake)
I am letting go of the need to compare the pace, direction,and appearance of my life to others who ‘get more done’, ‘look like that’, and who were doing that thing I wanted to do, being that person I wanted to be, and having that life I wanted to have. I decided I was going to reject the calendar year, and start my new year from my birthday.
So, this my 31st year WILL be awesome, I WILL do amazing things, and I WILL have the life I dream of.
And it’s not even my actual birth DAY yet and it has already been awesome.
How did I get what I wanted? I am not as cocky as this post would have you believe. It’s all about communication, and knowing what you really want. I let go of the unworthiness I suffered with, I let go of the ‘It’s not going to happen for me’ feeling. I cleared a lot of resistance with EFT – Emotional freedom tapping, to the videos by on YouTube, and more recently, the tapping scripts from the by my friend Tammy.
As a result I have had truly the happiest birthday weekend since my childhood, and the most amazing journey towards it, where I have completely changed my outlook on life. I was so very thankful that I spammed my Facebook wall, Twitter Feed, and Instagram page with thank you’s and gratitude post’s. This morning I tapped to the ‘I will; be, do, have’ script, and felt happy, high, and confident.
Birthday is tomorrow, and I feel like a kid.
My Deepest Gratitude.